theMesh A place in the middle of the bridge to nowhere

Dear World

To a friend.

Dear world, life hurts.
Still, I can't let go of the pain.
All I feel is pain - what else could there be?
Imagine how empty I was, if only I could let go.

I dream of making a new start,
but I don't see it lying right in front of me.
One day I might just open up again,
like a butterfly leaving his old skin behind
for a new prime.

All that I am angry with:
You've hurt me. I love you.
Concerning some,
I don't know how to spell forgiveness.

I feel like I've lost too many battles.
Still I didn't give in complete.
Will I let them take this last barrier?