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		<title>Into my arms..</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Eigentlich wollte ich hier noch mehr dran herum doktorn, nun veröffentliche ich es einfach so, wie ich es zuerst geschrieben hab, btw.: definitiv nicht autobiographisch.. I need confrontation. Will you purge me with it? I can't stand the look of you two being a happy couple, when I'm still in love with one of you. [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Eigentlich wollte ich hier noch mehr dran herum doktorn,<br />
nun veröffentliche ich es einfach so, wie ich es zuerst geschrieben hab,<br />
btw.: definitiv nicht autobiographisch..<br />
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I need confrontation. Will you purge me with it?<br />
I can't stand the look of you two being a happy couple,<br />
when I'm still in love with one of you.<br />
It's enough to make me cry. Just the beauty that lies in<br />
knowing that you're happy is enough to make me cry.<br />
How can you even imagine I'd stay concious with both of you around?</p>
<p>I'm sorry if I sound angry, didn't want to be the one I've become.<br />
I just feel like pressed into a shell that isn't meant to be mine.<br />
How shouldn't I argue about it?</p>
<p>I'm right on the edge with this feeling.<br />
Don't know anything anymore, for all I do is feel,<br />
there is no room left for thinking, for planning.<br />
Now I can only feel, and my feeling focusses on you.<br />
My universe is centered on you, and I can't find any way out,<br />
every road that my senses guide me to just leads to you.<br />
And every breath that I take delivers your scent.</p>
<p>I don't know how it happened, just, that we kissed.<br />
Silence, no hearts beating for this sacred moment.<br />
No wind flowing, no water falling.<br />
Still, your friend comes in, entering the scene.</p>
<p>Forgiveness is not for sale,<br />
still the day that the longing reach their aim,<br />
is of a glory unspeakable.<br />
 - And than you broke it.<br />
First it was me breaking it,<br />
not knowing what to do. And now, that I'm trapped in this web,<br />
rendered helpless, you break it. And you break me with it.</p>
<p>Understand my need to influence you.<br />
I'm influenced by you in almost everything I do.<br />
If I can't question even the smallest of your decisions,<br />
I feel helpless, worthless, small.</p>
<p>We want to be understood.<br />
We want it so hardly,<br />
that we rape our souls for a glimpse of hope in that.</p>
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Deutsche Version:<a href="http://themesh.de/index.php/translated/into-my-arms/">Into my arms..</a>
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